Rosaline16

You're never gonna love me, are you? So what's the use? What's the point in playing A game I'm gonna lose. What's the point of saying "I love you like a friend." What's the point of saying "It's never gonna end." I don't wanna know about the lies I can't let you go, why can't I? I just want it to be perfect I want to believe it's all been worth the fight. I hate that I'm the jealous type Why am I filled with envy? I just wanna be happy Don't I deserve that? I believed that you knew me And I thought I knew you But that wasn't the truth. Why would you leave me in pain? Do you want me to die in vain? Why do I keep doing this? I guess

Tears drip from my face salt stains my skin my anger grows with the drip drop of salty tears. "Why me?" I always ask myself "Why do I always have to be abused?" I am not alone, I know, but I am the lone victim of a long lasting vendetta, a hatred that I have long since had. The mirror, I see, to my soul grows darker anger fills my veins as I hold up a knife. A voice screams "KILL!" and another speaks calmly, "don't be rash" As I drop the knife I fall to my knees, and sob silently. All the people I hold dear are to far away. I have nobody, not a person near, that can help me. Please, oh please, help me stay safe. My